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DEAR EVERYBODY
I AM IN XINJIANG. I FEEL THE INADEQUACY OF MY TYPING IN MANDARIN MEANS THAT I SHOULD TYPE IN CAPS. IT'S LIKE WHEN IN A LOSING ARGUMENT, YOU FIND YOURSELF TALKING LOUDER AND LOUDER.
Today my friend chided me for being an erratic lousy Singaporean, always flitting in and out of my home country. BUT I argued that I was expending my talent overseas. Likewise, I could be blamed for not learning Mandarin as well as I should, but eventually, I would put the responsibility on my education, my friends and the environment which I grew up in. So I apologize, for not apologizing.
hmm, not relevant.
I've been trying to finish The Rule of Four (a fiction book). It isn't the greatest literary work but my short attention span does horrify me. Perhaps, as some might suggest, I am still a child. But I'm 29 YEARS OLD. Trust me, the thought process does alter over time. Hanging on to the tails of youth isn't on my mind at all.
What I might be trying to say, is that, this is the point of my life whereby I love. I might make mistakes here and there, and there might be things I would never ever get down to doing, and some things are worth the extra mile, and some are best left alone. At 29, I have learnt this. And....It took me quite a bit to learn this.
The hard part, is deciding, which is which.
And then suddenly you realise, it's not that hard.
heheheheh
I hope I have confused everyone of you.
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